Making small steps towards my realization
Struggling a bit in doing so.
Life is sometimes paradoxical, sometimes meaningless.
I've developed a spontaneous attitude that makes me fail in several fields. So what i've understood is that time is not going to fix this problems and that i have to make some corrections if i want to make progresses and to be satisfied.
Strange animal, capable of doing the same identical mistake a hundred thousand times for several years without even trying to make something different.