Toxic Wolf Disepara

I'm a very troubled young adult who has trouble finishing things in my life .my world is often upside down like my drawings .I would draw a picture and the actual pic is me flipping it upside down. I noticed I see things messages in my drawings it seems from something or someone .Or its my ADHD acting up again or the PTSD from the abuse i took from whites and blacks being lightskinned .but I'm a a handsome man lol enjoy or shake your head .I'm still gonna die Gods soldier.