Sally Harrison's Dot Paintingswww.ArtPal.com/saharrison
In 1949 my crippled 14yr old Mother was raped by a white man. The Authorities declared us Neglected Children Exiling her Far to the NORTH. I was sent SOUTH to the Bomaderry Mission, NSW - The Bedrock of My Life, instilling Honesty, self discipline, self respect, self reliance & Love of Goodness in me. There was No dishonesty, No shirking of responsibilities, No foul language, No lies & No double standards. I could not have had a better start. These were The Virtues that CONTROLLED Me.
I FELL into a Dark World of CHAOS when I was Adopted by White 'Children Of A Lesser God', who tore out all The Good Instilled In Me, Replacing it with Lies & Illusions. They destroyed My Mind & Life with their WORDS & the WORST forms of physical abuse, roasting me in 'Hell's Kitchen' & Feasting on My Pain. When I Left 'home' at 19, my 'mother' told me I was the hardest @#@# she'd ever known.
Because I had Natural INSIGHT & AWARENESS, I Refused to Show Fear or cry in the face of her perversity, driving her to Try Harder to Break My Spirit - but she FAILED. Perverse means persistent or OBSTINATE In What Is Wrong - Wicked. This is what Empowered Me to withstand the Inexorable Pressure exerted by my Immoral Role-Models & Care-Givers, who besmirched MY Values & My Good Name. I vowed NEVER to Be Like Them, but Their WORDS Haunted Me for years.
For 30 years, I struggled to Understand my Brain Functions after Abruptly being CUT OFF from My Natural iNSIGHT & AWARENESS as a LEFT-Handed Aboriginal FORCED to Assume a False id + ENTITY that Demanded I Be Less than what I was. Words cannot express the Chaos caused by The Enforced use of my right hand, which SPLIT My Soul in two. Few people know that the letter N, is the Ancient Sumerian word 'EN', meaning LORD - Title of Powerful PRIEST-Kings throughout All Near Eastern Cultures. When we say 'enforced' we are saying 'A Priest Forced Me'.
I was left Mentally Shattered & Blinded - Totally Confused by the contradictions that pervade white society, but ANU, My Spirit of Life carried me when Finally, My Soul & Servant, Little Sally, gave a Great Sigh then FELL & DIED. In 1992, I moved to The West, learnt to dot paint & come to terms with my life, 'Living' In NO MAN'S LAND.
Experience has taught me that painting MIRRORS Life, with exactly the SAME challenges. Mental Discipline, Honesty & Silent Observation Create ORDER out of Chaos. Art is SELF-IMPOSED Mental Discipline that Empowers U to Disconnect from Ego/Persona & Enter the Vast Silence of The Void in God's EYE as a Little Pupil. Thus I've learnt I can live without Church & State & their DOGMA. Now I'm FREE of this Stone Age Animus, ie: HOSTILE SPIRIT WEDDED TO A GRAECO-ROMAN PERSONA. Persona is LATIN for MASK, meaning AN ACTOR playing a part in a Play.
Disguised in my Mask, I was Forced to ACT OUT a Tragedy SCRIPTED by a 'born-again' Greek Playwright called Aeschylus, IDOLIZED by The 'Elite'. My TOTEM, The WEDGE-Tailed Eagle, RE-Enacted the FATE of Aeschylus by dropping A Tortoise From A Great Height which SMASHED his BALD Pate, KILLING HIM.
Your 'Totem' is BALD.
The Eagle has Landed on Earth in MY World. U NEED to be Creative to KILL your Demons. I got angry with MYSELF & Stopped being Meek & Mild Like A Little Child. In Righteous Fury Like 'A MIGHTY MAN OF OLD', I dismantled The Alphabet, tearing off all its teeny-tiny arms & legs. I UPROOTED its Tree of Knowledge & Tore it Limb from Limb, then SCREWED The Neck of its Carrier Pigeon or PIG + EON, ie: A Transvestite, or MAN dressed as a Woman. Nb: The Pigeon is the most ANCIENT Dove.
I Cast Them All into THE CORE of Mother Earth, to BURN FOR ETERNITY for the SIN of Making A MONKEY out of Me, then BINDING & Casting Me into THE ABYSS to DROWN in an Ocean of FILTH.
Because They have NO Soul, They CAN'T Re-Animate, or Re - Ani - Mate, ie: Re, the Egyptian Sun god, aka Marduk, the Babylonian God of War + Ani = Egyptian PRIEST-King & SCRIBE of THOTH or Hu, HIS Authoritative Speech, Mated to MAN.
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