Live like a wheel that spins. Sometimes below, and sometimes above, so the saying goes. I really feel it now. How bitter and cruel life out there. I grew up in this new still can not get used to this alone. Like a storm you'd tossed my mind. I kept trying to hold each of the blows of the resistance breaks this life. Various tests and trials hit my life. It was as if I deserved to get this all spring. I'm not strong, O God face this all alone. I take thee, O God, the owner of this fragile soul kene. Give me a little time to try to force rigid undergo severe life's fate. My patience is at stake. I almost give up on this. I could not resist the temptation to give up the fight destiny. I surrender to You, O God. I just hope that someday there will be a miracle from You.