this quest to understand this mess inside of you this microcosm stalking the universe with such acuity and disdain like a mysterious twin of gothic nature resurrecting upon a vast estate in search of ones true identity eccentric scientific observer haunted by ones past invisible secrets lost in the detail relentless assult upon the senses and the intellect seeking symbols living in isolation in a deserted castle where time runs backwards slipping through reality this spiral of madness to embrace and endure...