IN 199I, I DREAMT I RODE A WHITE HORSE/MIND AT MIDNIGHT ON PT PERPENDICULAR, JERVIS BAY NSW WHEN IT BOLTED & LEAPT OVER THE CLIFF. WE FELL APART, 263' TO THE SEA BELOW. A GIANT MEGALODON ROSE OUT OF THE DEPTHS & I FELL HEAD-FIRST INTO FOMALHAUT, "THE MOUTH OF THE SOUTHERN FISH". IT TORE ME TO PIECES LIKE OSIRIS & REDUCED ME TO A SPERM IN ITS BELLY; SYMBOLIC OF THE POWERS OF NATURE WITHIN BRINGING ME DOWN TO EARTH. I LANGUISHED IN THE BELLY OF THE FISH FOR 13 YEARS UNTIL I ACCEPTED THE TRANSCENDENTAL KA/WILL OF "AMEN WHICH ART IN HEAVEN" AS FOMALHAUT, THE FISH OF EA. IT LED ME UNERRINGLY TO TRUTHS I WAS SEEKING TO TRANSCEND THE WRONGS OF THE PAST & RESTORE PEACE OF MIND. THE WARDAMAN OF KATHERINE NT CALLED FOMALHAUT MENGGEN/WHITE COCKATOO, MY HARRISON TOTEMIC DNA. THE BLACK COCKATOO, IRIA (IR/VISION; IA/GOD WILLING), "THE BIRD APPOINTED TO CALL DOWN COSMIC FIRE" IS THE TOTEMIC DNA OF MY FULL-BLOOD GREAT GRANDMOTHER & TOTEM OF NOWRA (CAMPING PLACE OF THE BLACK COCKATOO) WHERE I GREW UP.