As I lay in bed deep breathing myself into an expanded and heightened state of awareness, I said a prayer of gratitude and asked to see, in my dreams that night, the spirit that was most helping me in my life. I began feeling an undulation all through my body that grew stronger and made it seem that I was a wave. At some point I drifted off into dream-time and my next awareness was of floating downward in a cold, dark, blue-green ocean. I knew I was dreaming. As I descended the depths, it got colder and darker and a fear bubbled up in my mind that there might be sharks around. But I surrendered the thought and continued into the dark unknown until the bottom came into view. With it, I saw the figure of a beautiful, glowing woman amongst the vast deep green kelp fields. Her radiance illuminated the ocean bed and revealed that the kelp plants were growing from her. She seemed to be the mother of life itself as her love flowed though me banishing all fear.