Leonardo da Vinci has always been a figure of the past that I look up to as an instructor. I was learning how to shade in those days by re-drawing by hand some of my Professors work and putting little details of my own into it. As music pictures have a place like words that catalog lost memories. It was a difficult time for me in the fight with PTSD and trying to control it. They call us heroes but for some reason it doesn't feel like it. Life is pressies and at a young age we make mistakes that will forever haunt us.