I am most at ease when I paint, draw. Something sparks in me. My inner child takes over . I always start out saying I wont make a big mess of my paints and myself this time and trust me I try, butt..... Not even a couple minutes in and I have put aside the paint brushes for my hands. LOL, The inner child in me loves nothing more then to paint with my fingers. It is very rewarding when I can take something from inside myself and put it on paper and or canvas. I put my heart into my work and it becomes a piece of me.