hmmmm....... I have been told i share too much, Might be why i am currently single. The one guy I told that he was FULL OF SHIT, has not called back. OH well. I dodged that bullet.
I divorced about 5 years ago and literally felt completely empty. I have two awesome girls, they remind me what is so great in the world. I had to do something else besides be a mom so started my flower arrangements. That was fun for a bit but i was more creative than i realized and picked up a brush. I use painting to literally get out of my head. I like to think about all the things that make me worry and stay up nights. I am trying to rebuild myself and my life. Still not sure who i am.